i don't even know what to say. i am feeling all of the feelings.
Am i scared?
But i am also so confident in my decision. This marriage is a choice. Loving Mr B is a choice. I choose to love him and he chooses to love me. We choose one another and choose to commit to our family.
Some one asked Mr B, "When did you know that Jennifer was the one?" He responded, "It's not a matter of knowing, it is a matter of choosing."
Our favorite quote, one that we believe deeply, is by Lynn G. Robbins:
"True love is not something you fall in, but grow in. It is not happenstance as much as something you control, choose and act upon."
We have spent the last one and a half years growing our roots. Now that they are established and ever deepening, we are ready to start this family and see our love grow into a something beautiful. We know that if we continue to choose and act, we will see the fruits, like love, joy, and peace.
Thus we move forward with faith in the face of fear. We try to be realistic wrapped up in hope and faith. And i am pleased to start this adventure with such a strong, pure, selfless, gentle, GOOD man.
|i can't keep my fingers out of those curls|